I wept and I cried and I cried and I cried! I wept and I cried and I cried and I cried! I wept and I cried and I cried and I cried and I screamed your name, I shouted it out so loud, oh so loud. I screamed for my darling, I cried for you and I hoped you could feel it. I hoped you would feel this pain I feel and carry in my chest so heavy. So painful, so strong, so..harmful.
I screamed for you, my love, my darling. How could you? I love you! I screamed and I cried and I cried and I cried. I screamed and I cried and I cried and I cried. I cried and I screamed, I hoped and I begged, I missed and I kissed your heart. I love you!
How could I? How could I? Oh! How could I hope for you to feel this pain? How could I hope for you to break into pieces, crush your heart, be so torn apart, be so dark inside, so..broken. My love. My dear. My treasure. My star. My Alice. Your Hatter is torn apart, she's torn apart! By! You! You said those words, it hurt so bad, it tore my heart apart like a rose it burned in the fire so hot and so burning! So crued and so cold. You said..it's over.
I took your hand, I screamed for you, I begged for a second chance, to prove, to make you feel, to make you see...I love you. I love you. I love you. I love...you.

I looked you deep in your eyes, I saw the tears flowing down, running down, crawling down your cheek. I wiped them away for you, your salty, sweet little tears, I wiped them away, I looked in to your eyes, I told you. I'm sorry.
You said it too! You said you were sorry, you said you couldn't take it, the pain, the chaos, the core of us. It's hot, so hot! It's love, yes! It's love, my dear! It's love! I told you that as my tears wet down my pretty little face, I kissed your lips and hoped you would say, and you did!
I..love..you..too!


So why did you do it? Why did you leave me? Why did you take your ring off of that finger? Why did you hurt me? Why did you hurt you? Why? Why?! Why!!!?

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you now and forever. No one touches me, no one gets close to me, no one gets me, no one will never, ever, ever, ever, ever get to touch the core, the so hidden, so fragile core of my heart! No one! No one! No one!
I'll never, ever, ever, ever, ever love anyone! No! No one! But...you.
I love you...Lou<3